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Happy Mother's Day Mama

2008-05-09T18:58:00.002+08:00

You taught me everything And everything youve given me I always keep it inside Youre the driving force in my life, yeah There isnt anything Or anyone I can beAnd it just wouldnt feel rightIf I didnt have you by my sideYou were there for me to love and care for meWhen skies were greyWhenever I was downYou were always there to comfort meAnd no one else can be what you have been to meYoull always be you always will be the girlIn my life for all times .. Mama, mama you know I love youOh you know I love youMama, mama youre the queen of my heartYour love is likeTears from the starsMama, I just want you to knowLovin you is like food to my soulYoure always down for meHave always been around for me even when I was badYou showed me right from my wrongYes you didAnd you took up for meWhen everyone was downin meYou always did understandYou gave me strength to go onThere was so many timesLooking back when I was so afraidAnd then you come to meAnd say to me I can face anythingAnd no one else can doWhat you have done for meYoull always beYou will always be the girl in my life...........

*Mama i love u more than myself.. Mama thanks for bein my lovely mum.. I Love U So Much.. Mama banyak sacrifies untuk Jaja and semua.. Mama, tiada sape yang dapat ganti tempat mama.. Jaja tau tiap hari mama risau kat semua anak2 mama.. i knoe ma, tiap kali mama datang ujian dariNYA, mama tetap tabah.. Ja tau yang mama kuat...

Mama, ja sanggup ganti nyawa ja untuk mama terus hidup.. Ja sayang semua.... Ja tak da saper selain mama dan family.. Ja love u from the bottom of my heart... Mama Ja janji akan jadi anak yang baik dan jaga nama family kita dengan baik... Thanks for ur kisses every nite.. Masa mama kiss dahi ja malam tadi, ja tak tido, ja dapat rasa hati kita bersatu... Ma, I Love U so much... Ja sayang mama.. *

Apakah sebenarnya Terbuku di kalbumu Apakah erti linang air mata di pipimu Ucapkanlah padaku Tak bisaku rungkainya rahsia yang kau pendam itu Aku hanya menduga tidak mampu merasa Sebenar-benar perasaanmu Pengorbanan yang kau lakukan Untuk dewasakanku Hanya bisa ditanggung hati ibu Namun ku percaya Takkan terlerai kasih Ikatan ini takkan putus Telah kau telan lara Dan terima segala Dugaan dan badai yang melanda Duhai ibu ......

I'm Back......!!!!!! Thanks Everybody for ur DOA

2008-04-23T17:31:00.006+08:00

Dear All,

First of all, i would like to thanks to all of you yang still support me during my critical time. Thanks for your time yang sanggup datang dari jauh to visit me.. I really terharu..

To all my buddy and family, thank you for all you do and may allah bless you guys..

Even if every flower in the world had a voice I couldn't send as many as it would take to say thanks enough!

I LOVE U ALL..........

My Lovely Kish ..........

2008-04-17T15:48:00.004+08:00

Nur Insyirah Balqish Abdul Rahman..

You are a special niece to me.
It has been a blessing for me to see you grow up to be the person who you were supposed to be.
The angels must have lent you their gloves, so you could create those wonderful things that fills your home with beauty and love.
You should share your talents for others to see.
The angels will be as happy as they can be, that you used their gloves to make pretty things,to make people so happy they want to sing.
By sharing your gifts that shows your creative touch, others will thank the angels from above that you helped them fill their homes with beauty and love.

Miss My Lovely Niece... Aunty miss ur notty..

When I close my eyes... You are all that I see.. nothing under the stars is more precious to me. What did I do to deserve your favor the very thought of you makes me change my behavior the feelings that I have for you I cannot contain you have found a place inside My Heart to remain in you..I've found emotion I never knew could exist in you.. I've found a feeling that I cannot resist in you.. I've found a place that feels like heaven above.. In you I've found one word, in you I've found L.O.V.E...

Miss You, Ur Mum ( Balik Cepat2 tau Malaysia )
MuahMuahMuah................
Aunty Miss U Badly Sayang.....
Kakak on9 la selalu.. ;'( sob sob sob
Atok, Uncle (along, acik), Nenek and Mak Cu Miss Kish and Kakak tau...!!!
Muah Sis.. Take really good care of ur babies dalam perut tu... Kish nak dapat adik.. hehehe

K9 Spinal Ward

2008-04-17T15:22:00.007+08:00

Welcome back...!!!!!!!!

Pagi2 lagi Papa dah wake me up 1 family.. Today kitaorang melawat K9 Spinal Ward in HKL.. So dengan semangat nyer Fis dah bangun untuk pergi bagi semangat kat pesakit2 Spine and Traumatology.. Last 2 weeks i ada join Ras Adiba Radzi untuk Symposium Pesakit Spinal Cord Injury kat Cheras.. Mungkin sebagai hambaNya kita hanya mampu melihat penderitaan pesakit2 ini, tapi jika kita selami perasaan dan hati mereka, pasti kita akan tersentuh akan penderitaan mereka..

Di atas inisiatif itu saya dan family telah mendaftar sebagai sukarelawan untuk K9 Spinal.. InsyaAllah saya akan terus menyokong persatuan ini dibawah naungan RAS ADIBA RADZI..

Pesakit di Ward K9 in Hospital Kuala Lumpur

During symposium Session

Gym (Tempat Pesakit buat Fisioterapis)

Pity Them!!!!!!

Senyumku tak seghairah

Gerak gaya tidak selincah

Mataku tak seayu

Kicau burung pun tak semerdu

Namun ku punya hati

Juga gayaku perasaan

Hidupku yang begini

Kadar waktu diizin Tuhan

Tidak ku mintaLahir ke dunia

Tidak kudugaCacat begini

Bukan kuminta Kasih dan sayang

Bukan ku rayu bantu simpati

Maafkan wahai teman

Kumenumpang di sudut dunia

Mencari ketenangan

Sampai masa ku pergi jua...

Tiada apa yang kita perlukan didalam hidup ini melainkan kegembiraan, tetapi tidak semua manusia bernasib baik. Mungkin ini takdir mereka tetapi jangan biarkan mereka terasing. Bantulah mereka kerana mungkin dengan sedikit nasihat dan senyuman mampu membuat mereka bersemangat... Setiap apa yang terjadi pasti ada hikmah disebaliknya yang kita tidak tahu.. Hanya Allah yang maha mengetahui.. Sama2 la kita berdoa dan terus mengabdikan diri padaNYA... Amin...

Lovely Home Sweet Home

2008-04-16T18:41:00.008+08:00

Me and my family baru pindah kat Gombak January aritu.. Gombak amatlah boring and still tak de kawan lagi.. Boring and tak besh tapi wot to do kena lah ikut family... Tapi yang besh ade banyak fast food there.. Every weekend mesti order!!! Kitaorang still not familiar dgn orang kat sini coz masing2 jarang jumper.. Like me i lebih suke duk umah.. Tapi bosan jugak sebab dulu rumah lama dekat dengan damansara and Hartamas. Now i feel like MATI KUTU pun ade..

Entrance

My Mum's love this Deco

My room punya color wane Orange, Black and White.. I'll post soon.. Urm still banyak tak lengkap lagi tapi ok la to duduk.. I still nak beli barang2 for my bilik, so if dah cantik i'll post ok..

KL Oredi...

2008-04-16T16:50:00.005+08:00

To My Beloved Friend, Dewi, Yusni and Abg Yoni ...

I'm sorry coz tak sempat datang visit kamu di Jakarta.. Really sorry. Fis tak sempat coz ada meeting to attend.. I knoe u guys mad at me tapi next time i datang and kita hangout together ok.. Frenz k.. Send my best regards to all ur family.. Miss Jakarta So Much......... SMILE..

Mesti abang yoni marah tu.. Nanti adik fis belanja makan bakso.. Afta final exam fis datang Jakarta k.. Nanti bawa fis okie.. Miss g HardRock dengan Dewi, Yusni and Yoni..

guys my mata got infection.. sob..sob..sob

Im in KL already afta having a miting in Jakarta... Pretty tired...

Afta balik from Jakarta my eyes got infection so bad.. Maybe coz i'm wearing lense lame sangat.

So gatal and need to jumper doctor afta tis...

Tommorow got a lot of stuff to do.. and got assignment to submit and miting to attend.. urgghhh..

This Friday got exam pulak..

Hope lulus la =) and banyak pulak tempahan for cupcakes to siapkan..

L.O.V.E

2008-04-15T16:16:00.002+08:00

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love..

....... LuNcH .......

2008-04-15T14:18:00.003+08:00

i'm back!!!!
Baru balik lunch.. Yummy..yummy.. feel sleepy pulak afta hvn lunch..
afta tis sambung meeting... bored!!! Can i sleep for awhile (zzzZZZZZzzzZZzz) krohkroh
Hoorey!!!! Tommorow dah balik =)

Tommorow, I have a lot of datelines to catch up, be it for uni and for work. Is more depressing i might say..

i have exam this friday and i dont even memorize my lines yet.. so scary.. Its ok.. i'll try my best huhuhu.. wish me!!!!

catch ya later....

For all my Beloved ... MuahMuahMuah!!!!
Miss U Guys ....MuahmuahMuah.....

Busiest Month

2008-04-15T12:07:00.005+08:00

April is like the busiest month for me. I have to juggle and explore so many things and i hardly had enough time sleep everyday. Yeah.. yeah... i know some of you might say "oh please everybody has something to do. enough with the busy thing already" but if u were in my shoes, you'll know.

Jco...Final Exam...Workload...Lecture...Cupcakes... I'm sick with all this... huhuhu..

now in jakarta having a miting with client.. so bored!!!!!!!!!...

Suddenly, i miss my niece NUR INSYIRAH BALQIS so much... Aunty miss u baby.. ur notty, ur smile, ur laugh and ur kisses.. MuahMuahMuah... Be good sayang... sobsobsob... (Looked at her, so comot with butter cream on her cute face)... Aunty wanna lick =)

I need a break. But no time for one. No. Actually, I don't want a break. I need a hug.

Miss My Late Atan

2008-04-15T11:20:00.001+08:00

Kenangan Terindah

Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan karena
Cinta yang tlah hilang darimu
Yang mampu menyanjungku
Selama mata terbuka Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itu pun Aku mampu tuk mengenangmu Darimu... Kutemukan hidupku Bagiku...
Kau lah cinta sejati Ooh...
Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang tlah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah Ooh...

Miss My Late Atan ........

2008-04-15T11:08:00.002+08:00

Kenangan Terindah

Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan karena
Cinta yang tlah hilang darimu
Yang mampu menyanjungku
Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itu pun Aku mampu tuk mengenangmu
Darimu... Kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku... Kau lah cinta sejati
Ooh... Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan Yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang tlah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah
Ooh...

Umbrella - I dedicate this song to my friend

2008-04-15T09:59:00.004+08:00

Ahuh Ahuh No clouds in my stormsLet it rain, I hydroplane in the bank Coming down with the Dow JonesWhen the clouds come we gone, we RocafellaShe fly higher than weatherAnd G5’s are better, You know me,An anticipation, for precipitation. Stacked chips for the rainy dayJay, Rain Man is back with little Ms. SunshineRihanna where you at?[Rihanna]You have my heartAnd we'll never be worlds apartMay be in magazinesBut you'll still be my starBaby cause in the darkYou can't see shiny carsAnd that's when you need me thereWith you I'll always shareBecause When the sun shines, we’ll shine togetherTold you I'll be here foreverSaid I'll always be a friendTook an oath I'ma stick it out till the endNow that it's raining more than everKnow that we'll still have each otherYou can stand under my umbrellaYou can stand under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)Under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)Under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)Under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)These fancy things, will never come in betweenYou're part of my entity, here for InfinityWhen the war has took it's partWhen the world has dealt it's cardsIf the hand is hard, together we'll mend your heart Because When the sun shines, we’ll shine togetherTold you I'll be here foreverSaid I'll always be a friendTook an oath I'ma stick it out till the endNow that it's raining more than everKnow that we'll still have each otherYou can stand under my umbrellaYou can stand under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)Under my umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh)Under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)Under my umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)You can run into my armsIt's okay don't be alarmedCome into meThere's no distance in between our loveSo go on and let the rain pourI'll be all you need and moreBecause When the sun shines, we’ll shine togetherTold you I'll be here foreverSaid I'll always be a friendTook an oath I'ma stick it out till the endNow that it's raining more than everKnow that we'll still have each otherYou can stand under my umbrellaYou can stand under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)Under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)Under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)Under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)It's rainingOoh baby it's rainingBaby come into meCome into meIt's rainingOh baby it's raining